Citizen Soldier — I Hate Myself

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Single released on November 16, 2022
Youtube link: https://youtu.be/eQm3RZEAA_8
Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/49bvy2edpKHSqRIZU8PTgf?si=5814882da8684f74


[Verse 1]
Bm     Aadd9       G
 I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay
Bm     Aadd9       G
 I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place
Bm                           Aadd9
I wish I could have a mental breakdown
    G
Without turning my life into a ghost town
        Bm             Aadd9
So many things I would change
    Em
But more than anything


[Chorus]
G           D
 I wish somebody loved me
A             Bm     A
 As much as I hate myself
G           D
 I wish somebody listened
A             Bm         A
 As much as I go through hell
    G                          D
For every time I've thought of ending it all
         A                       Bm     A
Wish somebody had felt what I've felt
G           D
 I wish somebody loved me
A
 As much as I hate myself


[Verse 2]
Bm     Aadd9        G
 I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed
Bm     Aadd9      G
 I wish I wasn't stop sharing my secrets with these made up friends
  Bm                             Aadd9
I wish I can be honest about the ugly
        G
Without every single person running from me
                Bm           Aadd9
These days it's hard to have faith
    Em
And more than anything


[Chorus]
G           D
 I wish somebody loved me
A             Bm     A
 As much as I hate myself
G           D
 I wish somebody listened
A             Bm         A
 As much as I go through hell
    G                          D
For every time I've thought of ending it all
         A                       Bm     A
Wish somebody had felt what I've felt
G           D
 I wish somebody loved me
A
 As much as I hate myself


[Instrumental]
| Bm       | G        | D        | A   F#m7 |


[Bridge]
Bm
 The floods that feel
                G
The storm could kill, I'm better off to keep it damned
D
'Cause the more I speak
           A
The more I see, just how alone I really am


[Chorus]
G           D
 I wish somebody loved me
A             Bm     A
 As much as I hate myself
G           D
 I wish somebody listened
A             N.C.
 As much as I go through hell
    G                          D
For every time I've thought of ending it all
         A                       Bm     A
Wish somebody had felt what I've felt
G           D
 I wish somebody loved me
A                    N.C.
 As much as I hate myself